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Childhood weirdness
Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends?: I didn't have either.
Did people consider you an odd child?: Yes. And they hated me for it. HAH. Proved them wrong. *shifty eyes*
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old?: Heck, I dont' even have memories that go back to when I was 5.
Do you remember any thoughts you had when you where very young?: I didn't think back then, what are you talking about.
If you answered "intricate", give an example of one of those thoughts: Mm, not liking childhood questions much.
Were your dreams very vivid as a child?: I don't remember. Much?
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood?: Strange? How much people hated me.
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age?: Like I know. Knew. Remember.
What was the most "grown-up" thing you ever said as a child?: ICKY!
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood?: Don't remember anything.
Were you afraid of monsters?: Probably? Hah, probably not.
Did you believe that fictional characters were real?: Yes, definitely, this I remember.
Were you more quiet and artistic or loud and physical?: Quiet and artistic. Unlike now. Psh.

Issues and US Stuff

Do you eat meat?: Sigh. Yes, yes, I do. I shouldn't. Don't want to, but I no tengo self-control.
If you do, what is your justification for it?: It's in my food.
If you could legalize 3 things in the US, what would they be?: It's hard answering these after Todd. Let's say, Freedom of Speech & Press--wait--what's that? That's our First Amendment? Well, will you look at that. Well, then how about the right to privacy--wait--you say that's the fourth amendment? Well, then jolly-jee-louis. I HATE THE MASS MEDIA. Okay, now that that's out of my system. I'd legalize being poor/ethnic/different. And marijuana. That means, gay marraige, AND EVERYTHING ELSE. And dont give me that "Ooh, but if everybody was different, we would all be the same!" crap.
Do you belive in the death penalty?: No. I was told this story abou this man who didn't have the guts to pull the trigger to his own head, so he shot a lady walking out of a store. Should he be killed? I answered yes at the time, because I was a strong believer of suicie, having come out of a phase myself. Now, I'd think twice.
What country would you have liked to have been born into? Sweden. Or Canada, settling for a second-best. But man, Sweden is so hot. I read their thing on CIA world factbook the other day. Mmmuah.
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization: Marijuana < marijuana =" less" drugs =" good." also =" those" style="font-style: italic;">knew my life would be run by Republicans. For the rest of my life. Sam was right. Republicans are going to run our lives for the rest of our lives. And we thought we were safe. HAH.
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first?: Texas. With their cowboy boots and aosdjifasodf. I used to live in Texas.
Who do you consider "American Heroes"?: The little guy who said, "Maybe we shouldn't let everybody have guns." And then got shot by the NRA.

Completely Obtuse And Silly Questions

Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked? Ever since I could take stuff apart. I still have that boom box that I took apart. And then fixed. And then broke. And then fixed. And then dropped.
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone? Alone. So vastly alone.
Name a few things (if any) that you bought on Ebay recently: Mmmm, nothing? I'm gonna buy an iTrip maybe. Or a thing to cover the thing. Consumerism. Ah, but it's Ebay. eBay.
Are the Muppets sinister? Sinister. Let's look at this word. Sin. GODDAMN CHRISTIAN ADVERTISING.
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery) on a regular basis?: No. Don't know if I have this channel. WAIT YEAH. I do. I don't watch it on a regular basis. Well, depends what you consider a regular basis.
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger? Yes. Total stranger. They mumbled something, and I blew up. Something about, GODDAMN "MORALS" MY ASS.
sugar or honey? Sugar. Honey's sticky.

how many e-mails do you recieve a day?: Three? Four?
Do you think that time travel is a possibility?: Nah. After watching those movies. And then thinking about it for a large amount of time. This is how I use my time.
Have you ever had a past life regression?: Past life... I regressed? I think the answer is no. Progressive, all the way.
San Francisco or New York City?: I used to like San Fran. Because of suburbianness. And then I'm like, heck, New York City. Hey, my blog is titled Partying My Ass Off to New York City.
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?: Oh, ever-so-slightly.
Close your eyes and type the first random image that pops into your head: A turtle. We were talking about turtoises, and how they lay their eggs in the sand, and make their babies run to the ocean. I watched something about that some time ago. And then, was listening to the turtles. Actually, I didn't really see a turtle, I just saw a white blob which looked like a turtle. Haha, ink blobs.
If you could choose a time period in which to live, which would it be?: I don't know enough about time periods to choose. Some time when we didn't know drugs were bad for us. When we just rocked out and mmmm, I can smell the happiness.

Emotions And Such

Have you attempted suicide more than once?: Twice/Thrice is more than once. Mm, but once you pop, you can't stop.
Cutting?: Nope.
Do you get violent when you are angry?: No. Don't get angry much. Unless someone's yelling at me about something stupid, then I just sit on the floor and laugh at them.
Which emotion are you most consumed by?: Right now? Let's say... Wait. Emotions. I can do this. If I had a list of emotions to pick from... Right now, I'd say maybe amusement, maybe frustration, maybe problematic, maybe annoyed, maybe tiresome, maybe I HAVE MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES. One word, Cgerkraxh. That is my emotion.
Are you highly emotive?: Yeah. I could be emo, if I cared to label myself. Or cared about "emo"ness.
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself? I definitley discuss. I can't keep anything to myself. 'Cept stuff that I have to keep to myself.
Do you fall in love easily? Mmm, I suppose not.
What age/year was the most difficult for you? 3rd, 4rd, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th grade. My life's sucked.
How do you channel your anger/sadness? Writing. Thinking, HAH. Ranting, sometimes. Sleeping.
List a few simple things that make you happy: Watching good stuff. Thinking. Reading. Escaping. Being a loser. L on her forehead. Ranting. Rambling. Discovering. Experimenting. Ah, everything.
When were you most recently your happiest? When Sergio and I decided to make our own label. Cgerkraxh. We need to expand and make it big. Make it something real.

Friends

Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film: No tengo un amigo de best. Actually, probably Sergio and Mary. (First step is admiting, right?) Character from a film. Sergio is as screwed up as Cherry. She's taught him a lot. He's taught her a couple things... well, one thing, but we can probably give him credit for more. Their families are the same. Their goals are almost the same. Mary and Cherry's names rhyme. Yes, stating the obvious, but leave me alone. Mary and Cherry rant to each other. Have similar emotions, sometimes. Help each other get past things. Special bonding. I think.
Do you have friends that are drastically different from each other? Dude, yeah. From the ultra-conservatives... to me. From the straight conservatives to the queer gays. From the found to the lost. From the innocent to the corrupt.
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common: All good people. All people... as far as I know. Or they know. Hahah!
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend? Mmno? Haven't really had a close enough friend to be betrayed by.
If yes, are you still friends with that person? n/a
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older? Mostly my age. Have some young ones. Have some... old... ones...

Family
Are you close to your family? Not really. Dysfunctional family indeed. I guess we have our moments... but we don't really talk. Nothing to talk about?
What traits are you glad you inherited from them? Intelligence. Asian genes (ie the ability to each as much food as I humanly can and not get "fat").
Which traits are you mad that you inherited from them? My dad's temper + my mom's old temper + my mom's emotional problems + my dad's emotion problems + my mom and dad's fuckedupness = me.
What sitcom does your family most remind you of? I don't know. There are no Asian ones.
Does your family live locally or far away? Family. Uh. Outside of us four, away. Far far away.
Have you ever stopped speaking to someone in your family? I have been stopped speaking at. For a little while, and then it stopped. Oooh, but yeah, I have. A week, maybe. Toldja.
Have either of your parents died? No.
Is your family very much like you or are you opposites? We're all screwed up people, yes. I hate being like them. SIOfjosdfsdf. Eh.
How many siblings do you have? 1
Has your family ever thrown food at each other? I'm sure we have. There have been plates thrown. Phones thrown. Cups--Glass cups thrown. Dysfuntional family.
Are the holidays a nightmare or a time of joy? Joy, I guess. It's just us.
Do you look like your parents? My dad, yeah. ISFjodsfsdfs
List one interesting fact about your family: DYSFUNCTIONAL.

Lovers

Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea? Straight. Actually. Might. Bi-tendencies.
Married/partnered? Mmmindeed.
Ever gone out with someone you were embarrassed to be seen with? I don't "go out." I'm not embarrassed to be seen with anybody. Mmmm?
Ever broken someone's heart? Psh. Hearts. Internal organs.
How many serious relationships have you had? Zzzero.
Do you believe in monogamy? Gamy.
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have? Oooh, but I'm Cherry. I can have anybody. *looks around*
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates? Nah...
Ever cheated? No. Not possible.
Been cheated on? No. Not possible.
Most important emotional qualities of a lover? Can communicate, good lovin', honest, good, knows I'm fucked up and can deal with it, can admit to self they are fucked up and are dealing with it.

Would You Rather...

Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste? Or, BOTH.
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns? God, morbid, are we?
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart (but not both)?: Neither?
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap?: Cap. Plastic vs. Spider
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind? Or a balanced both... Mmmm.
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you? Neither. It used to be read minds, because I want everything to be out in the open and honest. Wait. Everybody reading minds, that is. But it would be a mess.
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill? I can't answer these.
Be able to fly or be able to render yourself invisible? Fly. Ever think about how there are these "superpowers" that everybody wants. Flying, invisibility, reading minds. These three things are the most popular. And we, as humans, can only think of these three general things because we--wow, head jerking up, alerting myself that I'm falling asleep slowly at my desk.
Have questionable integrity or no sense of humor? Man. That's horrible. I can't think about it. I really can't.
Granted the answers to any 3 questions or ability to resurrect one person? 3 questions. Knowledge is power. Although... too much knowledge...

Final Questions

Ever had a great song ruined for you after it was used in a commercial? So. Many. My god.
Ever yelled at an SUV? I've seen an SUV, felt it go through my nerves, informing my brain that this is an SUV, and then thinking, damnbastards. Not quick enough to send the nerves to my mouth, though.
Hummmer? Same.
If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be?: I don't know. Nothing, probably.
Bambi or Nemo? Both ew.
How long have you been on xanga? Two years, almost, and then I left for Blogger. Almost 500 days.
Do you find it to be a fulfilling experience? Xanga? No. Fulfillin', no. An experience, of course.

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~I'm so Cgerkraxh, it hurts.